The week just went by hella quick, i guess cause i'm not working of course.

Yay, another episode of Dawson's Creek for me to watch on tv. It's really addicting. Today, I saw Jessica Simpson on Regis and Kelly. She's so dang pretty and talented. Love her dang body. I gotz lots to lose...

I was just talking to Orlando through email that when I come back I'll be dieting along with him. LOW CARB fo sho! I can't seem to go lower than 123 lbs. It's suckin'-maybe cause my ass is frickin' BIG and my boobs weigh tons!

Speaking of my ta-tas-I've gotten Jordan to take my right dehdeh. It doesn't hurt anymore. Thank goodness-well, breastfeeding him soothes him more than just drinking from the bottle, weird, but i guess it's natural. but of course, i have about 12 bottles of my breast milk in the fridge still. I'm still pumping my left boobie and whatever is left from my right.

Jiselle is going to the bay today. suckie! Her dad is so weird that he didn't even call her for like a WHOLE dang week. he said he was busy. ya right. She's going camping with him and his fiance's family. dangit, she's gonna get MORE DARK which makes me upset cause she's already so dang DARK!

I signed up Jiselle for CFF (aka ccd) yesterday. Her classes start 9-12. I'm also gonna sign her up for hula-just shopping for a good school that's worth it.

Saw some pics of Enzo from his mommy. He is sooo cute and he's already smiling. The other night, Jordan was smiling/giggling. I think cause he was looking at the netting thing we have attached to our bed. He was staring at it and started giggling. And he wasn't dreaming. Usually, he just giggles and smiles when he's sleeping-you think he's awake but he isn't.

I finally fixed my flash menu for my website. I took out the J-Lo song cause it made it so slow for my site to load. So I just added some funky mp3 loop. lol. So this whole morning, I was trying to upload it to my server. It was giving me such a hard time. I don't know why.

After dropping off Jiselle at school, I had to get my Starbucks fix. I was so sleepy, I needed some caffeine. So bad if I'm supposed to be dieting. I'll get decaf next time-i promise.

We're not gonna make it to the August bbq tomorrow-i'm just too exhausted plus we'll be in the bay 2 weeks in a row after this weekend.

Dude, i need to get my resume off my personal folder at work. I need to start applying for other jobs in other companies-even if it's part time. As long as I get some $$$. Bills aren't tooo bad like before.

What else??? Nothing but Jordan starting to wake and complain right now. oh man..when is he gonna stop being so cranky. I just wished he would wake up and just be happy for once. I can't even pick up the phone or call people cause he starts to cry and he won't stop cause he wants to be held....